Lost!

Is it not so very frustrating, and turns life upside down, when you lose something that you had no intention of losing? That you rely on daily? Like your keys, for example? Yeah, my keys are gone. And now everything is limited: access to my apartment, I can't drive anywhere. Even my bf's wallet was attached to it on a clip, so now he might have to get a new license and new credit cards. Really??? I'm having a hard time accepting this. I'm still searching. I don't understand. I've retraced my steps over and over again. Nothing. Even got folks praying that I find them. I feel trapped, like life decided to swindle me out of them and hide them under a couch cushion (and yes, I've already checked the cushions) just for laughs. And I can't make them reappear. Resistance is futile.

I'm not in control. And I have to accept it.